Asking You Out..!!!

I spend my day with you..
Either talk or with the thought of you..
With you I always fool around..
But I want to ask you out..

Will she dine with me..???
How about a coffee..???
I prepare myself to convey you this..
But I lose myself when I see your beautiful eyes..

Am I shy or am I nervous..???
I can't decide, that's the reason why asking you out is such a fuss..

Would she agree to come out..??
On my modesty, will she doubt..??

Ahh.. My head and heart are amidst a fight..
Can I take you out tonight..??

-Manish R. Mehta

Lost In Own Life..!!!

Looks like all good things of life has come to an end..
All that is left, is to miss them and regret..

Happy to have made memories to cherish..
But what's the point if they don't replenish..

Nothing lasts forever is so terribly true..
And good things in life are very few..

Everything that one doesn't want to lose is withdrawn by life..
And the pain is as bad as cutting your veins with a knife..

At this point, life is so worthless..
Where even your reflection turns down the face..

Than you remember what you were once upon a time..
Yes, once upon a time..
When everything was fine..
When even death would be so happy to dine..
When there were no worries..
When there were no sorry's..

But now, it's like a reality check..
And the happy life is having a fuck..
The only thing that we're able to say is 'why?'..
Why??
Why me..??
Why is every small thing such a big deal..??
Why doesn't anyone understand what I feel..??
Why am I so lost in my own life..??

Why am I so lost in my own life..??
But, life is very beautiful..
Everything that happens has a reason..
It's not an elastic jungle..
We're capable enough to untie the mingle..

It's just the mindset..
We aren't actually upset..
We've turned down our self liberty..
By giving the name of troubles and worry..

You live only once..
Make the most of it..
Luck definitely is favoring..
That's the reason why you're living..

-Manish R. Mehta

Broken..!!!

I've fallen, bruised and injured, but didn't realise what is pain...
Unless I was broken...

I was hurt, but there wasn't a mark or a scar...
Than I consoled myself by saying, got to move on, have to travel far...

Nothing is perfect nor all the desires are fulfilled...
Thoughts remain thoughts forever and nothing is achieved...

The strengths are giving up, weaknesses are getting bold...
Another myth of life unfolds...

Everything that was daily has now become once upon a time...
Will this clock of life ever rewind...

(still writing)

I wish life was a song, melodious and soothing...
Because whatever stays forever is always pleasing and only belief is just fooling...

-Manish R. Mehta

Here I Go Again..!!!

I have no clue what I'm about to write..
Hopefully, I end up with an appreciating recite..
Amidst all the fights in my head..
Here I go again with my pen and the writing pad..

It's about thoughts of my writing passion..
About somebody's influence..
It's about my switch over to whisky..
It's a part of my life & my business being risky..

I miss my close ones..
And feel the missing blossoms..
Heading towards the dead-end..
W.T.F. why did all this happened..

When the ethanol gets in..
The catharsis factor blooms within..

Life betrays yet again..
Destiny is again to be blamed..
The memories go in vain..
And the soul feels so ashamed..

Nobody to speak to..
Whatever it may be, what is it got to do..

The agenda of life dumped in vain..
Here I go again..!!!

-Manish Mehta

p.s.: :( :'(

Fantastic Four..!!!

This is about us brothers...
Pankaj, Summit, Tarun & Manish - the family buggers...

The age difference between each of us is by one...
And neither of us demand anything else but fun...
Our siblings & parents call us the pain...
But God gifted us to them, perhaps the best that they could gain... [:P]

There's something about each of us...
Pankaj, the laughter...
Summit, the charmer...
Tarun, the party starter...
Manish, their elder brother...

Friendship defines our brotherhood...
And we call each other dude...
Always setting the best mood...
This is what we do since our childhood...

We take care of each other's problems...
May it be girlfriend(s) or crisis on financials...

All of us have a big heart...
We neither cheat nor fraud...
And we've pledged that we'll make our parents proud...

The relationship between us is very transparent...
We obey each other, otherwise very adamant...

If a girl sees us together...
She'd be confused to pick the one out of four...
Less that we would care for her...
Instead we'd ask each other to go & hit on her... [:P]

I really thank Almighty for what he's given to me...
I have all the love, luck & happiness in these three...

We demand nothing less than more...
We're the FANTASTIC FOUR..!!!

- Manish Mehta

I WISH I HAD A VALENTINE..!!!

Ok, I apologize for what I wrote last time…
Today is the day, and I wish I had a valentine…

A couple makes the two people so perfect…
Both have their positives & negatives, but they respect…

The caring for each other,
The sharing of emotions,
The understanding of conditions…
This is what defines valentine’s…

But I have none…
And I strongly wish I had one…

Somebody for who I’d die for…
Somebody for whom my love is pure…
Will all this just be my fantasy…?
Guys this feeling is making me crazy…!

Destiny shall take me its way…
Where I hault at my princess, wishing her Happy Valentine’s Day…

I promise that every happiness embraces her…
And to make this true I’d even fight a war…

But where is this girl who rules my dreams…
And with her thought, in excitement, my heart screams…

I want to say I Love You…
But girl, where are you…?
Come out of my fantasy…
Come in real…
I promise my love will be worthy…
And I’ll be a dear…

So the status of being single – I quarantine…
I wish I had a valentine…

- Manish Mehta

Single on Valentine's..!!!

I’ve been single forever…
And there hasn’t been any day, when I enjoy never…
What is so special about this date…?
You waste your time & energy hunting for a special mate for this date…

The hunt is for the oomph that you fancy about the opposite sex…
But what’s the point…
Instead just chill and relax…
Dancing, boozing and having a weed joint… [:P]

The idea of such celebration should be collective…
That is in a group of friends who are so active, indeed reactive… [:P]

The couple’s on this day appear nothing less than the kindergarten kids…
Constantly holding each other’s hands, as if they’ve been instructed to walk in two’s…
They’re frequently displaying their affection in public…
Sometimes with hugs and sometimes with a lick… [:P]

Wearing same shade clothing,
Holding hands,
Looking into the eyes,
Not speaking a word,
Communicating in the sign language,
This is all that I notice…
Which makes me gag with laughter and I need some water with ice…

We singles live with pride…
Because we don’t carry chicks in mom avatar on the motor bike ride…
The mom avatar in the chic is extra caring…
Mushy but nagging…
That stresses the guy and he feels like fagging…

All this doesn’t mean that we singles envy the couples…
Wishing everyone a Happy “ ”Day, just like the usual ones..!!!

p.s.: There is nothing so fab about the entire myth created for 14th feb.

- Manish Mehta

W.T.F..!!!

It's 2 in the night, and I can't hit the bed...
And I just can't stop saying W.T.F...

I'm so bored...
I'm so lame...
My eyes are red, and my head is to be blamed...

My head is thinking about what happened in the past...
And my heart is beating for what tomorrow is holding me for future...
I wish if all the happiness of yesterday long lasts...
Thinking about my love, makes me appear immature...

The reason for being awake is somebody...
And now when I'm dumped, I say it's nobody...
And I can't express what I'm feeling, to anybody...

How do I ask you to get back to me...
When leaving me, made you feel so happy...
For your love, I just wasn't worthy...

I have nothing to complain...
The reason is simple and plain...
What you deserve is the BEST...
And I'm nothing, but just like the rest...

Hope you discover wonders in your man...
I'll be forever your fan...
Every moment spent with you was awesome...
I feel content knowing that I atleast had someone...

Lost into a fantasy...
Wondering if you'll be back...
But No, you won't, bloody - W.T.F...

I need to move-on...
I need to stop missing you...
I need to think practically...
I need to convince myself that you don't belong to me...

The sadness doesn't lie in losing you...
It's the fear of losing the touch with you...
Nobody has touched my emotions and heart like you...
How will I manage without you...?

About me, you don't worry...
For choosing you always for my poem, I'm sorry...
But I just love you alot...
And hence you rule my blog...

I repeat don't worry about me...
I'm just a little crazy...

Alright, now I'll have to end...
It's now 3 in da night and I still can't hit the bed...
And I'm chanting W.T.F. - W.T.F. - W.T.F...

- Manish Mehta

Loving You & Letting You Go..!!!

When I look into your eyes, I dream...
When you hold my hand, I wish..!
When you talk, I smile...
When you're silent, I admire...
When you're sad, I go mad...
When you're happy, I'm glad...
When you walk, i want to be your company...
When you call out my name, I fall in love...


But what's the point..?
I feel it all and you don't...


There is this emotional difference...
But I wish that you too feel the same for me atleast once...


I LOVE YOU.., without any doubt...
And I wish I could say it loud...
But I'm left with no option...
You loving me was not a condition...


What i feel for you is all immaterial...
Because, you'll always be in my fantasy and not real...


I'll pretend to be a stranger...
And act as if i knew you never...


Pretence is only thing left to do...
Perhaps it may help me move...


Eventually I'll have to see you go...
Because you deserve more...


And when you go...
I'll be all alone...


- Manish Mehta