At The Moment..!!!

The story... is it all over... Or is it not?
Does it have an end or not?

Those moments...
Those pleasures...
Those conversations...
That giggles...
Will we have more of them... or is that about it!?

Just can’t express a thing, that’s because there is a misunderstanding...
It isn’t a big deal...
I hope you feel...

A little that you understand...
It’s just an optimism on which I stand...

We’re away...
But I don’t want it that way...

I’ll be your fantasy...
Because I know how to keep you happy...

I can just go on and on writing the plea...
But it’s worthless...
Because... later I will edit and subsequently delete...

Just give me a little time...
Don’t be annoyed...
I shall get back...
And we shall sway again...

Just working on proving a point...
Hope not to disappoint... understand me...
And forgive and get over on “what it is, but actually not”

-Manish Mehta

Living???

Living in darkness...
Surrounded by fear...
People all around me...
None I feel are near...

Living without purpose...
Waking to no one...
Feeling the emptiness...
Memories there are some...

Living day by day...
Wishing someone would stop in...
Make sure I’m alive...
Even to make you smile once they arrive...

Living in purpose without purpose...
Day by day...
Is easy to make me think...
My life is a ship about to sink...

-Manish Mehta

That's About It..!!!

My life was going great...

Complete happiness what it was...

Then you came in like a strong storm...

And tear it all down...

Ending it all now...

I’m ready for this to be over...

It should have been from the start...

My body just can’t take it anymore...

Don’t you know you’re everywhere...

Why I can’t make it stop...

It should have been done long ago...

How can you take perfection...

And turn into such huge mess...

Of harmful words and this and that...

I wish where i am standing is miles from where you are...


- Manish Mehta

Why???

I’m so damn tired of hating you...

I can’t recognise the burning fire inside of me...

For the blue blames in your eyes...

You love like you mean it but your heart ain’t there...

How did you learn not to feel...

Pretend that you don’t care...

Do you go home each night and cry yourself to sleep...

Thinking of this and wasting your time on something that you can’t be...

-Manish Mehta

Come & Go & Leave..!!!

Sitting at the shore...
Thinking more & more...

It's not about me, but about you,
Infact us indeed...

All that you were, everything that you are...
"My world"
Which made my soul a happy bird...

It's winter now & the ice is too hard to crack...
But I want you back...

You left & I Didn't ask the reason...
And now that I've made the confession..
Hope you undestand what I've been goin through..
I really need you, but you won't give a flying fuck about what it was between me and you..

Avoid all this that I keep writing..
Because this is the way that I feel you..

But, why don't you just go away?!!
And let my life sway its way..

(to be continued)

-Manish Mehta