At The Moment..!!!

The story... is it all over... Or is it not?
Does it have an end or not?

Those moments...
Those pleasures...
Those conversations...
That giggles...
Will we have more of them... or is that about it!?

Just can’t express a thing, that’s because there is a misunderstanding...
It isn’t a big deal...
I hope you feel...

A little that you understand...
It’s just an optimism on which I stand...

We’re away...
But I don’t want it that way...

I’ll be your fantasy...
Because I know how to keep you happy...

I can just go on and on writing the plea...
But it’s worthless...
Because... later I will edit and subsequently delete...

Just give me a little time...
Don’t be annoyed...
I shall get back...
And we shall sway again...

Just working on proving a point...
Hope not to disappoint... understand me...
And forgive and get over on “what it is, but actually not”

-Manish Mehta

Living???

Living in darkness...
Surrounded by fear...
People all around me...
None I feel are near...

Living without purpose...
Waking to no one...
Feeling the emptiness...
Memories there are some...

Living day by day...
Wishing someone would stop in...
Make sure I’m alive...
Even to make you smile once they arrive...

Living in purpose without purpose...
Day by day...
Is easy to make me think...
My life is a ship about to sink...

-Manish Mehta

That's About It..!!!

My life was going great...

Complete happiness what it was...

Then you came in like a strong storm...

And tear it all down...

Ending it all now...

I’m ready for this to be over...

It should have been from the start...

My body just can’t take it anymore...

Don’t you know you’re everywhere...

Why I can’t make it stop...

It should have been done long ago...

How can you take perfection...

And turn into such huge mess...

Of harmful words and this and that...

I wish where i am standing is miles from where you are...


- Manish Mehta

Why???

I’m so damn tired of hating you...

I can’t recognise the burning fire inside of me...

For the blue blames in your eyes...

You love like you mean it but your heart ain’t there...

How did you learn not to feel...

Pretend that you don’t care...

Do you go home each night and cry yourself to sleep...

Thinking of this and wasting your time on something that you can’t be...

-Manish Mehta

Come & Go & Leave..!!!

Sitting at the shore...
Thinking more & more...

It's not about me, but about you,
Infact us indeed...

All that you were, everything that you are...
"My world"
Which made my soul a happy bird...

It's winter now & the ice is too hard to crack...
But I want you back...

You left & I Didn't ask the reason...
And now that I've made the confession..
Hope you undestand what I've been goin through..
I really need you, but you won't give a flying fuck about what it was between me and you..

Avoid all this that I keep writing..
Because this is the way that I feel you..

But, why don't you just go away?!!
And let my life sway its way..

(to be continued)

-Manish Mehta

I'm Sorry..!!!

Nothing was going my direction…
Upon that I made an erroneous declaration…

I know that it hurt you…
And towards my sorry your heart won’t move…

I had to confess and clear…
And had no intentions to prick you my dear…

This must have hurt you to the core…
And you would never speak to me for sure…

You’re not understanding me was my complain…
It was indeed my misunderstanding which is making me insane…

Whatever you did was for my good…
And I feel like a loser on spoiling your mood…

Please forgive me on being so silly…
And we’d end this forever happily, hopefully…

With these last words, I’m going to miss you forever…
And I promise you that I’ll hurt you never…

Sorry..!!! Is all that I can say…
And for all this mess swearing words from you should me on my way…

I hope to get a reply on this…
For which I beg you please…

Sorry..!!!

- Manish Mehta

Can't Move On..!!!

Walking through the road…
This gets me into the nostalgic mode…
I still gaze at the window, when I pass by that road…

Looking for someone who blushes and smiles…
And on that path I’ve travelled miles…

In disappointment I always leave…
Having found nobody, I leave with a belief…

Belief of, “either” someday you’ll be at the window and ask me to take you along…
And we would walk on the rhythm of a beautiful song…

Belief of, “or” someday you’ll be at the window waving me a forever good bye…
And I’d leave when you tell me the reason why…

And if you don’t, I’ll be still forever…
I’ll leave never…

How can I move on without knowing the reason...?
Where an instance in me believes that you’ll be back with a beautiful season…

Your first name with my last is what I desire…
But your “No”, will put me through hell and fire…

I’ve spoken all my fantasy…
With this feeling I feel so mushy…

See… It’s been so long…
And I haven’t been able to move on…

- Manish Mehta

Flying With Your Thoughts..!!!

I’m sitting at the airport, fagging on a smoke…
I want to see you soon, and I can’t wait anymore…

You were lucky, and you please always be…
Thanks to you I’m in a glory…

The two minute conversation flew away the blue…
And I feel like getting back to you…

I think I’m getting carried away by your courtesy…
But I just can’t help this feeling is so sexy… [;)]

After a long winter, your hug did the trick…
With warmth and content my heart really melted…

You’ll be swearing when you read this…
But don’t be surprised, when I say this Mania hasn’t changed a bit…

Here, I’ve been giving you the hint…
I had a nice time, and would cherish this through the endless time…

Hope you smile and giggle at this gesture…
And you have all the right to call Mania a painful bugger…

Now that there is a call to board the flight…
And I have to end this…
Let me know if you had a nice time…!!!

- Manish Mehta