Friday, May 2, 2008

Cya Soon..!!!

The moments are so very few..
& if I could only stop you..

Just hang in..
& let me keep you admiring..

The nice times that we spent, Will now get silent..
& only seeing you will make me content..

Knowing that your leaving in no time..
Nothing in me is going fine..

I’m going restless..
But its all so pointless..

Holding you close was such a pleasure..
Also was those coffees & conversations..

All the good times will now slip away..
& will be left with the memories of yesterday..

Hoping that we do not forget the memories that we made…

Understand the meaning..
Alas! My feeling..

A longer stay is what my gut wants to believe..
But your leaving & I don’t want you to leave..

- Manish Mehta

Decision...

What it is... Is actually not understood…
On the boulevard of dilemma I’m stood

How do I get over her?
Losing her? That’s the fear

Shall I execute a genuine split…?
And bury the cowardness guilt

Shall I live with her for the time being…?
And rest of the life just continue seeing…
Excuse by saying I’m enjoying the moment…
Leaving nothing to comment

Not trying to impress her, but she misunderstands…
Annoying me she doesn’t understand…
Contrary there is nothing to prove…
And create a fake groove

Love keeping her happy, smiling and high…
BUT WHY?

I do this not on purpose, just happen to do it…
Doesn’t matter just expecting a little bit

Why do I have to justify my gestures?
She? The purpose of my life… My venture

Leaving her to live on her decisions…
Whilst she ignores my abstract lessons…

May it be what and no matter what…?
Unperturbed this anima, waiting for her nod…
When receive, Amen My Lord!

Keeping one thing in my mind because…
Because who am I to invade your Decision.

- Manish Mehta